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Parents divorced when I was 16. After that my dad used to come over randomly and unannounced. Sometimes he came over at night and knocked on the door but if he felt the door was not answered quick enough he would walk around the house knocking on random windows.
So you would answer the door and there was no one there. Then suddenly feel like you were under attack with someone banging on all your windows. This was frightening because who does that?
This happened several times. Now the home I live is all glass in the back. To this day I get afraid that someone is watching at night. Or at any moment someone will knock on the glass.
Me and my siblings are supposed to spend the day with our dad. Am I an evil person if I don't want to?
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12/24/2011 at 2:32 AM
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for those who have loved ones in the services. we will never say this out loud, but you need to hear this. we sign up and we do it knowing one day we might die for the uniform we wear. we might die for our mates. we might die defending someone else's rights. we might die and it's ok. it takes special people to love us. people who can be strong for us while we be strong for others. we know you worry and will be hurt immeasurably if we do die, but we know that what we do is in our blood and bones. it's part of us. and we would be less if you tried to make us leave.
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10/31/2011 at 7:44 PM
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i wrote 647 my life has become a complete nightmare.one of the twins was born with the cord around his neck.he didnt live.the father moved away so i cant ask him for help.my parent still wont talk to me.and to top it off my baby girl is sick i took her to the doctors but they dont know whats wrong with her.their keeping her in the hospital until futher notice.its not fair its like my life just went down een more than it alreaady did.i love my kids more than anything but i wish someone cared.
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11/12/2010 at 6:55 AM
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So for my whole life my dad was my best friend. The summer before seventh grade my parents got divorced and I moved an hour away with my mom and brother. I would visit my dad sometimes on weekends but it was awkward as shit and being at that age I was going to stages and "finding myself." Whatever. So then my dad remarried without telling me and he started to talk to me less and less until one day he eventually told me he didn't want me anymore. I haven't heard from him since. The only thing I have heard from him is him taking my mom repeatedly to court trying to get out of paying child support. Five years later here I am, full of hate, sadness, and hope. I miss you so much dad. Why I'm not good enough for you I'll never know.
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10/24/2010 at 9:27 PM
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My mom needs to learn when to shut the fuck up. She is such a fucking bitch. Things will be going smoothly and then she fucking brings shit up and I remember shit thats happened. I will NEVER forget the smack and the darkness and searing pain that followed when she beat me over the head with that book shelf. I HATE HER. She told me that not even my step mom wants me in her life. FUCK if I didn't have my friends and my brother I would have killed myself so many times already.
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8/16/2010 at 9:15 PM
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Poem to my Stepfather:
He makes me want to live he makes me want to die,
He makes me want to ball up and cry.
He makes me want to run so far away from home,
He makes me want to forget all those times I ever felt alone.
He makes me want to never get married or ever have kids,
He makes me want a new life that I deserved to have lived.
He makes me hate him and all he took from my life,
He makes me despise everything I had just to make her his wife.
He makes me miss my Mom and how she used to be,
He makes me miss my old life just her, Steven and me.
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7/31/2010 at 2:34 AM
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me mum walked out almost three weeks ago. i'm still pissed about and it's driving back to alcohol. I've been sober for nearly three months. I told her today about that and she just cried. It's pathetic ot me but it's from me rage and abandonment emotion. I have no clue how to handle this. I've helped friends go through this kind of thing but, how do you help yourself when you scream everything and no one hears?
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7/27/2010 at 12:46 AM
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i was raped by my uincle and no one knows it...its really fukked up....and i have to go on every day thinking about it
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7/23/2010 at 4:36 PM
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I know a whore(:
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7/17/2010 at 9:00 PM
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my sister is a bitch and she will never admit it. she always thinks that she must have the last word in anything and everything. she thinks that her opinion is always the best when its not. and shes always right about everything. dumbass and shes younger than me.
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7/15/2010 at 6:49 PM
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